Finally finish the exam,now start my long journey holidays,about one month!! Feel excited,because finally have time meet my lovely baby-karen.!!haha!!when planing going to penang,i get a new from my buddy jing,he told me my lovely baby already have new boy friend. Such new make me feel very sad, unbelieveable, when i get the confirmation from her, finally i realize that she totally not understand me, she say that she knew that i already give up,but who know?? I totally damn miss her, i din give up from beginning till now...but finally i think i should let her go!!Let her gone through her new life,i cannot be so selfish. Maybe i and karen totally no fate at all,who knew?? Baby---i still miss u alot..u know...???
My good 'heng tai' come from penang to alor star, i accompany them one day one nitex,bring them eat a lot of food, let them know that alor star have many nice food, they very satisfied with all the food. Feel happy can meet them. i din meet Aijia about 3 month ady, finally can meet her, she always my best buddy, my soulmate, for forever!!!
Finally the mooncake festival pass, i finish my work, Damn tired everday wake up about 5 am,not enough slep at all, but help my mummy work make me feel satisfied because i can accompany my mummy gone through the market life. Although a bit hot and tired, but i still manage to continue it, till the end of the festival. Give myself 100marks...haha..accompany mummy go penang, go market,whole day non stop working.
3 of october,suppose back kl today, but i postpone to tml,my buddy jing will fecth me back tml, so still one more day can 'lepak' at hometown. Accompany my sister go shopping, go here go there whole day. At nitex, my sister ask me go out eat tomyam but at last me. sister and her friend-FEN go BANGLO have a drink, go there till 12 am,we chit chat a lot there. Know many thing from my sister and FEN.Arrive home about 1 am.
4 of october, going back today,supose start journey at 5 but postpone to 6..so have one more hour to chit chat with mummy,suddenly miss mummy, this time really feel wanna cry, i know i will miss mummy alot. Mummy work very hard although she old already,mummy..wait me 2 more year,i will give u alot money so u no need worry and can stop from working hard.Arrive kl about 12am..damn tired when finish keep up my thing.!!
i don knw how to face u Baby,i know u come kl..i not dare to meet u up.i still love u so much,but i will pray for u,i will wish u happy always.Baby,hope one day we still have the fate to be couple again.Love u baby.
New semester start again, first lecture ady skip.not dare to think more,haix!!!!have to keep my mood and feeling and start study!!Cannot lazy o,now de me,left nothing,all gone!!!No more best buddy,no more target, no more goal,live for what???no mission!!hope doomdays quick arrive!!!!2012,i waiting for u...this is wat i think i knw,no more people will care me, will help me even i have problem.God!!bless me...Thanks....
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