Such a dog’s age I din update my blog, I need to catch up with my syllabus, a lot of thing need to do for this semester, need to worry along with my study. I know I’m not smart enough, so I need to put more effort if compare to others. I just realize that I had a lot of things need to update for my stalker, I had a new life and new goal.
Let start with the beginning of the semester, me and my gang went for a trip at Genting for 2 days one night, which is the time for us to relax and prepare ourselves for the ACCA exam. I had take the opportunity for ‘visit’ the casino with SUSHI, actually nothing special inside the casino because I seldom gamble and the condition of the casino is terrible, many people smokes inside the casino, damn hate it. Two days one night quite rush because we just had some activities only at there.
The following week I went to Kampar with Yang Chuan to meet our Diploma friends. Since Karen’s birthday I didn’t meet them for few months, miss them a lot. This is the time for me to update their info and their gossip. Many of them changed to be another person, I quite surprised when I met them. They brought us went to IPOH (sing k, eat the local famous food,shopping), Sungkai (water park, sauna) and also GUA Tempurung (exploration inside the cave). I had experienced a lot the life style at Kampar.
Back from Kampar, need to catch up the study again. We all like fighting for a war, all of us study like ‘HELL’ for the same purpose and same goal- win the war (pass the ACCA internal and external exam). I stay at library everyday from 8.30am until 7 or 8 pm. Everyday gone through the same life style, which is meaningless. Sometime I want to give up but instead of thinking give up why don’t I put more effort to get a better life for the future. This is what I told myself everyday to continue such life. I really hate to study but what can I do, I only can choose the way by persevere it every day. “Damn it ACCA-torturing myself for study”
If not mistaken should be 18 of June, I attend an revival event-“Awakening for Jesus”, the Pastor-Philip Mantofa give a talk which make me feel that I’m ready to be with Jesus Christ , I will change my life style, I will not be pessimism anymore, I must be optimism, try my best to do all the things, be happy always, no need care about people’s appraise about me, just ignore them. I no need scare to be single or alone because GOD always be with me. I LOVE YOU, GOD. Praise the LORD-Amen.
Week six, such a terrible week because need to sit for the midterm test soon, need to study all the time, totally no time for entertainment. Everyday use to be same, go library study for the whole day, library become my second house at KL, almost 12 hours per day I stay at library, really suck my life. But I will not give up, GOD always remind me to study, give me support when I need HIM.
Finally the entire midterm test had passed, but the result should be not as good as I think. But I had put all my effort to sit for the test, so no matter how the result will be, I will accept it optimistic. After finish the last test, rush to KLCC to buy a present for Mic(my hou heng dai) at kl TARC, after ‘shop’ for 2 hours, we decided to bought him a CK sweater. Finish buying then rush back to hostel to change clothes and need to arrive at COLA CLUB before 8.30pm because I had promised Shannon to help her set up the birthday bash. I can feel that Shannon had done a lot for Mic for the birthday celebration. Although Shannon always ‘Bully” Mic in front of us, but she really love Mic. I hope Mic will happy with the surprise party organise by Shannon.
Next day, take the 12pm bus back to hometown for holidays. Friends, I will update my blog when I’m free. See ya…
P/S: Shannon, sorry cox I din help u much at the birthday bash.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
到现在还放不下对方吗？
傻孩子，到现在还放不下对方吗？
傻孩子，到现在还想着对方的一点一滴吗？
傻孩子，有些人、有些事、我们可能偏偏放不下。
傻孩子，我来给你做个试验：
你拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。
你烫到手的时候是马上松手了吗？
知道我想说什么了吗？
这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。
傻孩子，
忘了吧，所有你留恋的，你回忆的，你拥有过的。
那些，都已是记忆。
缺失并不可怕，
可怕的，是无法面对。
傻孩子，
你无法轻易忘记放弃，是因为你付出过。
付出了，她就会像柱子一样扎根在心。
不要刻意去逃避，刻意忘记，那只会让你更痛苦。
绕开这个柱子，寻找未来的幸福生活吧。
那里，有你的理想。
傻孩子，
开始新的习惯吧。
习惯，每天一个人生活。
习惯，一个人过生日、一个人行走。
习惯，走过熟悉的路，面对熟悉的景。
你逃不掉，逃不掉的。
那么，就勇敢面对，现实。
现实是，一切，画上了句点。
傻孩子，
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧，
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己，
这也是你，成长中的你。
这个你，正在逐渐死去。
新的你，即将重生。
寻你的路，你的未来。
你知道的，所有的浩劫，都是成长的祭奠。
做最好的自己，即使，一个人。
傻孩子，
好好，尽情发泄吧。
剥开自己的心，用文字、用声音、用所有能发泄的方式。
泄完了，就要振作。
看吧，你失去的，其实微不足道。
还有那么多人关心着你，以不同的方式，
所以，你并不孤独。
正是这样的失去，让你看清现在所拥有的幸福。
傻孩子，
别哭，别再哭，
不值得，真的，不值得了。
把过去尘封吧，别委屈，别不甘心，别不接受。
开始新的旅程吧，去遇见新的风景，新的际遇。
做你该做的事吧，有很多事，等待着你完成呢。
傻孩子，
生活褪去了曾有的颜色，暂时宁静。
别沉沦在这片宁静里，那会毁掉你。
你要明白，虽然残忍，但这个决定，足够正确。
现在的生活，不是你想要的。
为了你的理想，你必须学会适时放弃。
给对方最好的关怀，就是，变的更好、更强大、更幸福。
现在我对你很好、很好很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我，你就会明白了。
所以，当你不想和别人去交往的时候，要对对方好一点，不要让最后的结局成为一个恨字。
即使你不喜欢对方，也不要拒绝对方的一切，因为你没有权利去把对方伤的遍体鳞伤。
不要去拿你不喜欢对方来说话，即使你不喜欢，也别去做伤害对方的行为，要知道，伤害也许会到心里面。
好好的对待对方是最好的，以后的时间是很长的，既然缘分让你们相交，记得珍惜。
有时候放手了
可能你就轻松一些了
记得要让自己高兴
傻孩子，到现在还想着对方的一点一滴吗？
傻孩子，有些人、有些事、我们可能偏偏放不下。
傻孩子，我来给你做个试验：
你拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。
你烫到手的时候是马上松手了吗？
知道我想说什么了吗？
这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。
傻孩子，
忘了吧，所有你留恋的，你回忆的，你拥有过的。
那些，都已是记忆。
缺失并不可怕，
可怕的，是无法面对。
傻孩子，
你无法轻易忘记放弃，是因为你付出过。
付出了，她就会像柱子一样扎根在心。
不要刻意去逃避，刻意忘记，那只会让你更痛苦。
绕开这个柱子，寻找未来的幸福生活吧。
那里，有你的理想。
傻孩子，
开始新的习惯吧。
习惯，每天一个人生活。
习惯，一个人过生日、一个人行走。
习惯，走过熟悉的路，面对熟悉的景。
你逃不掉，逃不掉的。
那么，就勇敢面对，现实。
现实是，一切，画上了句点。
傻孩子，
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧，
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己，
这也是你，成长中的你。
这个你，正在逐渐死去。
新的你，即将重生。
寻你的路，你的未来。
你知道的，所有的浩劫，都是成长的祭奠。
做最好的自己，即使，一个人。
傻孩子，
好好，尽情发泄吧。
剥开自己的心，用文字、用声音、用所有能发泄的方式。
泄完了，就要振作。
看吧，你失去的，其实微不足道。
还有那么多人关心着你，以不同的方式，
所以，你并不孤独。
正是这样的失去，让你看清现在所拥有的幸福。
傻孩子，
别哭，别再哭，
不值得，真的，不值得了。
把过去尘封吧，别委屈，别不甘心，别不接受。
开始新的旅程吧，去遇见新的风景，新的际遇。
做你该做的事吧，有很多事，等待着你完成呢。
傻孩子，
生活褪去了曾有的颜色，暂时宁静。
别沉沦在这片宁静里，那会毁掉你。
你要明白，虽然残忍，但这个决定，足够正确。
现在的生活，不是你想要的。
为了你的理想，你必须学会适时放弃。
给对方最好的关怀，就是，变的更好、更强大、更幸福。
现在我对你很好、很好很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我，你就会明白了。
所以，当你不想和别人去交往的时候，要对对方好一点，不要让最后的结局成为一个恨字。
即使你不喜欢对方，也不要拒绝对方的一切，因为你没有权利去把对方伤的遍体鳞伤。
不要去拿你不喜欢对方来说话，即使你不喜欢，也别去做伤害对方的行为，要知道，伤害也许会到心里面。
好好的对待对方是最好的，以后的时间是很长的，既然缘分让你们相交，记得珍惜。
有时候放手了
可能你就轻松一些了
记得要让自己高兴
Thursday, May 20, 2010
bad mood.............
just call my dear...get her password for the blog, i promise not to read the draft, but i cant make it...i read about 16 draft of the blog, some related to me some related to another guy.
donk now why after i read, my heart feel pain, i cant breath for the moment,i feel upset, no point for me to wait a girl for 3 years, what hell i get in the end, ntg..i get ntg..
i feel hurt but i cant let her go, what must i do, i totally no ideal, i knew that i still manage to go through all the matter, i knew that i still love her, i will wait her. but in the end, will i get her???i no ideal for it.
feel bad mood now, tml going to genting, wish can forget all the matter, enjoy the trip......
GOD BLESS ME>>>
donk now why after i read, my heart feel pain, i cant breath for the moment,i feel upset, no point for me to wait a girl for 3 years, what hell i get in the end, ntg..i get ntg..
i feel hurt but i cant let her go, what must i do, i totally no ideal, i knew that i still manage to go through all the matter, i knew that i still love her, i will wait her. but in the end, will i get her???i no ideal for it.
feel bad mood now, tml going to genting, wish can forget all the matter, enjoy the trip......
GOD BLESS ME>>>
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Nice song---love it
叮噹 - 我愛他
他的輕狂留在 某一節車廂
地下鐵裡的風 比回憶還重
整座城市一直等著我
有一段感情還在漂泊
對他唯一遺憾是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好
我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來
我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他不再屬於這個地方
最初的天堂 最終的荒唐
如果還有遺憾 又怎麼樣呢
傷了痛了懂了 就能好了嗎
曾經依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪
我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘
逃不開 愛越深越互相傷害
越深的依賴 越多的空白
該怎麼去愛
我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來
我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他不再屬於這個地方
最初的天堂 最終的荒唐
如果還有遺憾是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以 很好
MC- I always think of you..u still inside my heart!!!i'm still cant let u come out from my heart even though i know u hurt me a lot. MISS YOU..LOVE YOU..
他的輕狂留在 某一節車廂
地下鐵裡的風 比回憶還重
整座城市一直等著我
有一段感情還在漂泊
對他唯一遺憾是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好
我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來
我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他不再屬於這個地方
最初的天堂 最終的荒唐
如果還有遺憾 又怎麼樣呢
傷了痛了懂了 就能好了嗎
曾經依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪
我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘
逃不開 愛越深越互相傷害
越深的依賴 越多的空白
該怎麼去愛
我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來
我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他不再屬於這個地方
最初的天堂 最終的荒唐
如果還有遺憾是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以 很好
MC- I always think of you..u still inside my heart!!!i'm still cant let u come out from my heart even though i know u hurt me a lot. MISS YOU..LOVE YOU..
Come to the end of the internship.........
END OF MARCH....
Go to Ipoh to attend Wayne birthday party. Feel great there cox having a nice gathering as well. At that night, a big crowd there include us, his relatives and also his hometown friends. The next day, we heading to the famous dim sum house"MING GE", this dim sum house very special, same as Hong Kong style as well, dim sum there very nice, i ate a lot there. Meet my secondary schoolmate there,Zues-Swee An. He look 'huge' if compare to Chinese New Year that time. After that heading to buy some local souvenir then going back to KL. When arrive KL already 3pm something, then we go back to hostel for rest a few hours then go out again to attend the sweety-siew see birthday bash. The celebration held at THE APARTMENT, which is located at KLCC. The condition is quite romantic and the food very delicious. During that time, my best buddy argue with her BF-MIC(now become my best buddy),but after that settled by themselves.
APRIL
Cheng hoe birthday celebration, held at PV3, our hostel, all the geng had been invited to attend. Buy cheng hoe a secret cake and take photo with the geng. feel happy that time because that day is 01.04.2010-April Fool. The next day, attend my best Buddy-Shannon surprise party at Feeling Cafe(Wangsamaju). Follow mandy car back to hostel and heading to the cafe. Shannon feel happy of the celebration because her BF-MIC doing a great job, he bought a "COACH" bag for Shannon, somemore order a special cup cake for Shannon. During that time i can feel that Shannon almost cry and feel touch. I bought Shannon some make up stuff since she love to make up. After one week, is my birthday celebration, it was held at 4 season, Shannon book the winter season for me. Since i know the location one day in advance so i already knew it, but i still very surprise when i saw many my friend attend my birthday bash. The crowd is about 20++ people, they all really good, cox some of them was coming from finish working, feel touch. PEI FEN- which is the one who give me the most surprise that time, i cant believe that Shannon will invite her to attend. I really appreciate it, SHANNON, thanks you, cox u and mic have waste ur time to plan and organize the birthday bash for me..thanks again..Love u two. By the ways, thanks for the birthday present-IPOD shuffle.
Finish the birthday marathon, then continue to work again, continue with the internship, follow the different senior for the different job, start learning some new job, Chris and Sook ching, this two senior teach me a lot, especially CHRIS, you are the one who never angry me although i always asking you question. Thanks Chris.
Begining of May
Last week of internship in Horwath, plan to do many thing when back to hometown. Get a bad new from mummy and she was cry when called me, my lovely grandpa was passed away, feel bad cox i cant attend his funeral, but i know he wont angry because he is the one very kind and easy to forgive people.Grandpa, i wish u happy always even though u at another world. Please bless all your son and daughter, and also all ur grandchild.
Go to Ipoh to attend Wayne birthday party. Feel great there cox having a nice gathering as well. At that night, a big crowd there include us, his relatives and also his hometown friends. The next day, we heading to the famous dim sum house"MING GE", this dim sum house very special, same as Hong Kong style as well, dim sum there very nice, i ate a lot there. Meet my secondary schoolmate there,Zues-Swee An. He look 'huge' if compare to Chinese New Year that time. After that heading to buy some local souvenir then going back to KL. When arrive KL already 3pm something, then we go back to hostel for rest a few hours then go out again to attend the sweety-siew see birthday bash. The celebration held at THE APARTMENT, which is located at KLCC. The condition is quite romantic and the food very delicious. During that time, my best buddy argue with her BF-MIC(now become my best buddy),but after that settled by themselves.
APRIL
Cheng hoe birthday celebration, held at PV3, our hostel, all the geng had been invited to attend. Buy cheng hoe a secret cake and take photo with the geng. feel happy that time because that day is 01.04.2010-April Fool. The next day, attend my best Buddy-Shannon surprise party at Feeling Cafe(Wangsamaju). Follow mandy car back to hostel and heading to the cafe. Shannon feel happy of the celebration because her BF-MIC doing a great job, he bought a "COACH" bag for Shannon, somemore order a special cup cake for Shannon. During that time i can feel that Shannon almost cry and feel touch. I bought Shannon some make up stuff since she love to make up. After one week, is my birthday celebration, it was held at 4 season, Shannon book the winter season for me. Since i know the location one day in advance so i already knew it, but i still very surprise when i saw many my friend attend my birthday bash. The crowd is about 20++ people, they all really good, cox some of them was coming from finish working, feel touch. PEI FEN- which is the one who give me the most surprise that time, i cant believe that Shannon will invite her to attend. I really appreciate it, SHANNON, thanks you, cox u and mic have waste ur time to plan and organize the birthday bash for me..thanks again..Love u two. By the ways, thanks for the birthday present-IPOD shuffle.
Finish the birthday marathon, then continue to work again, continue with the internship, follow the different senior for the different job, start learning some new job, Chris and Sook ching, this two senior teach me a lot, especially CHRIS, you are the one who never angry me although i always asking you question. Thanks Chris.
Begining of May
Last week of internship in Horwath, plan to do many thing when back to hometown. Get a bad new from mummy and she was cry when called me, my lovely grandpa was passed away, feel bad cox i cant attend his funeral, but i know he wont angry because he is the one very kind and easy to forgive people.Grandpa, i wish u happy always even though u at another world. Please bless all your son and daughter, and also all ur grandchild.
Friday, March 26, 2010
Finally settle all....
hello...I'm back.Feel that wanna update the blog with my current life.
January:
Study...almost every day go library to study, these 3 subject make me feel gonna crazy-financial reporting, financial management and audit. Study at library is working cox if not i will sleep at hostel without doing anything, wasting the time.
Go library with the gang- shannon, wayne, cheng hoe, yang chuan, han yi, joo ann, mic, yih ying and ah ci. Although finish study, but i still don know what I'm reading and doing, totally blank in my brain. Try my best for the final revision.Nothing happen in this month, just waiting exam..For the first paper, financial management, i din do a question about 25 marks cox totally don know how to calculate. I think mostly will fail. forget about it, waiting for the second paper.Financial reporting, also same, din answer a question, 20 marks gone, but i know that i will pass. The final paper, audit, make me feel crazy. The question totally same as past year but i din read at all, so i just do what i able to do. Finally finish all the subject, now waiting for internship soon.
February:
Internship.........
First day intern, but I'm late, luckily din get scold. The HR Department staff-Jessica lead us walk along the company and explain us all the department. First day i already in the staff schedule, i need to go out with senior-phui mun, a gal senior who stay at PV6 so she always fetch me here and there. Follow phui mun audit the LCCI International Qualification Sdn Bhd. This job need 2 weeks to settle it.
After one 2 weeks, when back home for the chinese new year celebration. Help mummy do a lot of thing. But finally all done because when i back ady wanna new year.arrive alor star airport about 10 something, then go back to new house. The next day, din go anywhere, just sit at home and go for the secondary meeting in front my new house, ROCK Cafe. The decoration not bad but too many people there. Meet shannon at there and other secondary schoolmate. This gathering only have about 10 people.(zeechee, jane, renee, gan, alastair, cqiang, wchun, cxian. lwei, sliang) I never meet them after go college for further study.
The next day, go to Grandpa house with mummy. Feel not bad this time cox saw many people there. Many of my cousin come back for gather. Chit chat with cousin then back early cox stomach pain. After that almost everyday stay at home waiting finish utilized then applied leave. Plan to help mummy in her business, but something bad had happen, my grandpa passed away. Insists of handle the stuff, my mummy also need to do the business, cox all thing had ordered. So me and my lovely sister help my mummy do all the staff. finish the 2 day stuff then go to the funeral. In the first day i go, i fall in a faint cox feeling not well. Then my dad send me to hospital. The funeral finish and i cant see my grandpa for forever. I miss you grandpa.
March:
After finish all, come back to kl to continue the intern, need to follow another senior, SAM Kuan, a nice senior, taught me a lot.always give me advices when he free. The company audited by us-Sterilgamma (M) Sdn Bhd is a big company, have 5 subsdiary. We need to do about 2 week to finish it. Following the job is ASMD(Terengganu) Sdn Bhd. I need to go Terengganu for the audit job. The senior still same which i follow SAM Kuan. If not mistaken i have a new job for the following week. Hope i will enjoy it.
In March, have many Friend celebrate their 21st Birthday, so need to spend a lot. The first one is CHIT CHIT, my roomate, i just treat him eat Shabu one. Then Yang chuan them buy a cake and celebrate with him. This celebration very simple but for me it very meaningness. Will go to ipoh tml for Wayne celebration. Must enjoy it tml...
January:
Study...almost every day go library to study, these 3 subject make me feel gonna crazy-financial reporting, financial management and audit. Study at library is working cox if not i will sleep at hostel without doing anything, wasting the time.
Go library with the gang- shannon, wayne, cheng hoe, yang chuan, han yi, joo ann, mic, yih ying and ah ci. Although finish study, but i still don know what I'm reading and doing, totally blank in my brain. Try my best for the final revision.Nothing happen in this month, just waiting exam..For the first paper, financial management, i din do a question about 25 marks cox totally don know how to calculate. I think mostly will fail. forget about it, waiting for the second paper.Financial reporting, also same, din answer a question, 20 marks gone, but i know that i will pass. The final paper, audit, make me feel crazy. The question totally same as past year but i din read at all, so i just do what i able to do. Finally finish all the subject, now waiting for internship soon.
February:
Internship.........
First day intern, but I'm late, luckily din get scold. The HR Department staff-Jessica lead us walk along the company and explain us all the department. First day i already in the staff schedule, i need to go out with senior-phui mun, a gal senior who stay at PV6 so she always fetch me here and there. Follow phui mun audit the LCCI International Qualification Sdn Bhd. This job need 2 weeks to settle it.
After one 2 weeks, when back home for the chinese new year celebration. Help mummy do a lot of thing. But finally all done because when i back ady wanna new year.arrive alor star airport about 10 something, then go back to new house. The next day, din go anywhere, just sit at home and go for the secondary meeting in front my new house, ROCK Cafe. The decoration not bad but too many people there. Meet shannon at there and other secondary schoolmate. This gathering only have about 10 people.(zeechee, jane, renee, gan, alastair, cqiang, wchun, cxian. lwei, sliang) I never meet them after go college for further study.
The next day, go to Grandpa house with mummy. Feel not bad this time cox saw many people there. Many of my cousin come back for gather. Chit chat with cousin then back early cox stomach pain. After that almost everyday stay at home waiting finish utilized then applied leave. Plan to help mummy in her business, but something bad had happen, my grandpa passed away. Insists of handle the stuff, my mummy also need to do the business, cox all thing had ordered. So me and my lovely sister help my mummy do all the staff. finish the 2 day stuff then go to the funeral. In the first day i go, i fall in a faint cox feeling not well. Then my dad send me to hospital. The funeral finish and i cant see my grandpa for forever. I miss you grandpa.
March:
After finish all, come back to kl to continue the intern, need to follow another senior, SAM Kuan, a nice senior, taught me a lot.always give me advices when he free. The company audited by us-Sterilgamma (M) Sdn Bhd is a big company, have 5 subsdiary. We need to do about 2 week to finish it. Following the job is ASMD(Terengganu) Sdn Bhd. I need to go Terengganu for the audit job. The senior still same which i follow SAM Kuan. If not mistaken i have a new job for the following week. Hope i will enjoy it.
In March, have many Friend celebrate their 21st Birthday, so need to spend a lot. The first one is CHIT CHIT, my roomate, i just treat him eat Shabu one. Then Yang chuan them buy a cake and celebrate with him. This celebration very simple but for me it very meaningness. Will go to ipoh tml for Wayne celebration. Must enjoy it tml...
Sunday, January 3, 2010
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Final is coming, the revision still not yet finish. Don't know how to continue the studies. I already wanna give up because too tension. I cant cover it by the giving period is too short. Besides that, nowadays i still confuse, whether the decision make by me last year is correct or not, no people can consult me with the decision. WHO..WHO wanna be the angel to consult me. what can i do, who can tell me.??
Is thinking the memories of year 2007 to 2009, although this two year is very short, but it very meaningful for me. In this two years, i gone through many thing. From a teenager change to an adult, this all changing happen because by somebody(dear). I really miss u so much, until now i still cant let go, my heart is still thinking of u, only u can make happy, we break up already one year, but u still inside my heart, u are the gal who can fulfill me, when people ask me why still wanna wait u, i cant answer it, maybe this is Ur power or strength.
Starting fall in love for u is November if not mistaken. That time u still have boy friend, i do not give up, i wait u until u break up with ur boy friend. After that u still have another option, u very attractive so u have a lot of fans. I don know whether i have the chance or not, but i know and i trust if a person is really love the girl, one day the girl will accept the guy.
U finally accept me at 25 December 2008, i really happy. That night although i already drank but i still awake. I know that finally my action have touching ur heart already, u trust me that i will give u happiness, but the beginning have bring a lot of problem after this.
We two always argue and i always wanna break up and i have make u cry many times. I know all this will happen because i not trust u, and u do not wish to change ur attitude. I wish to change u to become a good girl, but finally i fail. This mission will be continue by somebody. I already miss out such good opportunity. I wish the following guy will lead u to a correct way. GOOD LUCK guy....
DEAR, i don know u still have follow up my blog or not, i just wanna express my feeling here so that i manage to continue my life. Although i already not ur dear, but u still in my heart forever. LOVE U DEAR...
Is thinking the memories of year 2007 to 2009, although this two year is very short, but it very meaningful for me. In this two years, i gone through many thing. From a teenager change to an adult, this all changing happen because by somebody(dear). I really miss u so much, until now i still cant let go, my heart is still thinking of u, only u can make happy, we break up already one year, but u still inside my heart, u are the gal who can fulfill me, when people ask me why still wanna wait u, i cant answer it, maybe this is Ur power or strength.
Starting fall in love for u is November if not mistaken. That time u still have boy friend, i do not give up, i wait u until u break up with ur boy friend. After that u still have another option, u very attractive so u have a lot of fans. I don know whether i have the chance or not, but i know and i trust if a person is really love the girl, one day the girl will accept the guy.
U finally accept me at 25 December 2008, i really happy. That night although i already drank but i still awake. I know that finally my action have touching ur heart already, u trust me that i will give u happiness, but the beginning have bring a lot of problem after this.
We two always argue and i always wanna break up and i have make u cry many times. I know all this will happen because i not trust u, and u do not wish to change ur attitude. I wish to change u to become a good girl, but finally i fail. This mission will be continue by somebody. I already miss out such good opportunity. I wish the following guy will lead u to a correct way. GOOD LUCK guy....
DEAR, i don know u still have follow up my blog or not, i just wanna express my feeling here so that i manage to continue my life. Although i already not ur dear, but u still in my heart forever. LOVE U DEAR...
Friday, January 1, 2010
2010.. WILL START A NEW LIFE............
WOOHOO!!!
happy new year to my beloved parent,siblings, my buddies and u.....wish all of u dream will come true this year.
In this 2010, i have a lot of thing need to cover up.Before that, yesterday,31/12 i stay at hostel, nothing much can do, my 'lover'-classmate invited me for celebration, but i reject it. The reason i reject not because of no money, is because i still waiting and hoping will receive a meaningful call from u, but in the end i end up with disappointed. This new year i stay with my house mate and also my lovely god sister. We chat by msn until the 01/01/10 arrive. I just get a lovely god-sister last few day. she very cute and some more very good in "manja".Feel happy have such a good sister.
In this 2010..i have many thing need to realize it...the first thing try my best to help my mummy to do all the stuff...i miss u so much,this sem break will try my best to stay at home accompany u..
The second is cover up all my studies. i need to pass all my subject in order to do the internship. this 3 subject make me crazy like hell.so need to study hard.
The third, i need to forget u a.s.a.p..i will start my new life, i will try to be friend with u...don wan argue with u anymore. this is wat i promise u,dear.
the fourth..the fifth..a lot and a lot....will cover it here later.
happy new year to my beloved parent,siblings, my buddies and u.....wish all of u dream will come true this year.
In this 2010, i have a lot of thing need to cover up.Before that, yesterday,31/12 i stay at hostel, nothing much can do, my 'lover'-classmate invited me for celebration, but i reject it. The reason i reject not because of no money, is because i still waiting and hoping will receive a meaningful call from u, but in the end i end up with disappointed. This new year i stay with my house mate and also my lovely god sister. We chat by msn until the 01/01/10 arrive. I just get a lovely god-sister last few day. she very cute and some more very good in "manja".Feel happy have such a good sister.
In this 2010..i have many thing need to realize it...the first thing try my best to help my mummy to do all the stuff...i miss u so much,this sem break will try my best to stay at home accompany u..
The second is cover up all my studies. i need to pass all my subject in order to do the internship. this 3 subject make me crazy like hell.so need to study hard.
The third, i need to forget u a.s.a.p..i will start my new life, i will try to be friend with u...don wan argue with u anymore. this is wat i promise u,dear.
the fourth..the fifth..a lot and a lot....will cover it here later.
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