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Final is coming, the revision still not yet finish. Don't know how to continue the studies. I already wanna give up because too tension. I cant cover it by the giving period is too short. Besides that, nowadays i still confuse, whether the decision make by me last year is correct or not, no people can consult me with the decision. WHO..WHO wanna be the angel to consult me. what can i do, who can tell me.??

Is thinking the memories of year 2007 to 2009, although this two year is very short, but it very meaningful for me. In this two years, i gone through many thing. From a teenager change to an adult, this all changing happen because by somebody(dear). I really miss u so much, until now i still cant let go, my heart is still thinking of u, only u can make happy, we break up already one year, but u still inside my heart, u are the gal who can fulfill me, when people ask me why still wanna wait u, i cant answer it, maybe this is Ur power or strength.

Starting fall in love for u is November if not mistaken. That time u still have boy friend, i do not give up, i wait u until u break up with ur boy friend. After that u still have another option, u very attractive so u have a lot of fans. I don know whether i have the chance or not, but i know and i trust if a person is really love the girl, one day the girl will accept the guy.

U finally accept me at 25 December 2008, i really happy. That night although i already drank but i still awake. I know that finally my action have touching ur heart already, u trust me that i will give u happiness, but the beginning have bring a lot of problem after this.

We two always argue and i always wanna break up and i have make u cry many times. I know all this will happen because i not trust u, and u do not wish to change ur attitude. I wish to change u to become a good girl, but finally i fail. This mission will be continue by somebody. I already miss out such good opportunity. I wish the following guy will lead u to a correct way. GOOD LUCK guy....

DEAR, i don know u still have follow up my blog or not, i just wanna express my feeling here so that i manage to continue my life. Although i already not ur dear, but u still in my heart forever. LOVE U DEAR...

2010.. WILL START A NEW LIFE............

WOOHOO!!!
happy new year to my beloved parent,siblings, my buddies and u.....wish all of u dream will come true this year.
In this 2010, i have a lot of thing need to cover up.Before that, yesterday,31/12 i stay at hostel, nothing much can do, my 'lover'-classmate invited me for celebration, but i reject it. The reason i reject not because of no money, is because i still waiting and hoping will receive a meaningful call from u, but in the end i end up with disappointed. This new year i stay with my house mate and also my lovely god sister. We chat by msn until the 01/01/10 arrive. I just get a lovely god-sister last few day. she very cute and some more very good in "manja".Feel happy have such a good sister.

In this 2010..i have many thing need to realize it...the first thing try my best to help my mummy to do all the stuff...i miss u so much,this sem break will try my best to stay at home accompany u..
The second is cover up all my studies. i need to pass all my subject in order to do the internship. this 3 subject make me crazy like hell.so need to study hard.
The third, i need to forget u a.s.a.p..i will start my new life, i will try to be friend with u...don wan argue with u anymore. this is wat i promise u,dear.
the fourth..the fifth..a lot and a lot....will cover it here later.