到现在还放不下对方吗？

傻孩子，到现在还放不下对方吗？
傻孩子，到现在还想着对方的一点一滴吗？
傻孩子，有些人、有些事、我们可能偏偏放不下。
傻孩子，我来给你做个试验：
你拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。
你烫到手的时候是马上松手了吗？
知道我想说什么了吗？
这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。

傻孩子，
忘了吧，所有你留恋的，你回忆的，你拥有过的。
那些，都已是记忆。
缺失并不可怕，
可怕的，是无法面对。

傻孩子，
你无法轻易忘记放弃，是因为你付出过。
付出了，她就会像柱子一样扎根在心。
不要刻意去逃避，刻意忘记，那只会让你更痛苦。
绕开这个柱子，寻找未来的幸福生活吧。
那里，有你的理想。

傻孩子，
开始新的习惯吧。
习惯，每天一个人生活。
习惯，一个人过生日、一个人行走。
习惯，走过熟悉的路，面对熟悉的景。
你逃不掉，逃不掉的。
那么，就勇敢面对，现实。
现实是，一切，画上了句点。

傻孩子，
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧，
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己，
这也是你，成长中的你。
这个你，正在逐渐死去。
新的你，即将重生。
寻你的路，你的未来。
你知道的，所有的浩劫，都是成长的祭奠。
做最好的自己，即使，一个人。

傻孩子，
好好，尽情发泄吧。
剥开自己的心，用文字、用声音、用所有能发泄的方式。
泄完了，就要振作。
看吧，你失去的，其实微不足道。
还有那么多人关心着你，以不同的方式，
所以，你并不孤独。
正是这样的失去，让你看清现在所拥有的幸福。

傻孩子，
别哭，别再哭，
不值得，真的，不值得了。
把过去尘封吧，别委屈，别不甘心，别不接受。
开始新的旅程吧，去遇见新的风景，新的际遇。
做你该做的事吧，有很多事，等待着你完成呢。


傻孩子，
生活褪去了曾有的颜色，暂时宁静。
别沉沦在这片宁静里，那会毁掉你。
你要明白，虽然残忍，但这个决定，足够正确。
现在的生活，不是你想要的。
为了你的理想，你必须学会适时放弃。
给对方最好的关怀，就是，变的更好、更强大、更幸福。

现在我对你很好、很好很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我，你就会明白了。

所以，当你不想和别人去交往的时候，要对对方好一点，不要让最后的结局成为一个恨字。
即使你不喜欢对方，也不要拒绝对方的一切，因为你没有权利去把对方伤的遍体鳞伤。
不要去拿你不喜欢对方来说话，即使你不喜欢，也别去做伤害对方的行为，要知道，伤害也许会到心里面。
好好的对待对方是最好的，以后的时间是很长的，既然缘分让你们相交，记得珍惜。

有时候放手了
可能你就轻松一些了
记得要让自己高兴

bad mood.............

just call my dear...get her password for the blog, i promise not to read the draft, but i cant make it...i read about 16 draft of the blog, some related to me some related to another guy.

donk now why after i read, my heart feel pain, i cant breath for the moment,i feel upset, no point for me to wait a girl for 3 years, what hell i get in the end, ntg..i get ntg..

i feel hurt but i cant let her go, what must i do, i totally no ideal, i knew that i still manage to go through all the matter, i knew that i still love her, i will wait her. but in the end, will i get her???i no ideal for it.

feel bad mood now, tml going to genting, wish can forget all the matter, enjoy the trip......

GOD BLESS ME>>>

Nice song---love it

叮噹 - 我愛他

他的輕狂留在 某一節車廂
地下鐵裡的風 比回憶還重
整座城市一直等著我
有一段感情還在漂泊

對他唯一遺憾是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來

我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他不再屬於這個地方
最初的天堂 最終的荒唐

如果還有遺憾 又怎麼樣呢
傷了痛了懂了 就能好了嗎
曾經依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘
逃不開 愛越深越互相傷害
越深的依賴 越多的空白
該怎麼去愛

我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來

我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心深深傷過卻不會忘
我和他不再屬於這個地方
最初的天堂 最終的荒唐

如果還有遺憾是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以 很好

MC- I always think of you..u still inside my heart!!!i'm still cant let u come out from my heart even though i know u hurt me a lot. MISS YOU..LOVE YOU..

Come to the end of the internship.........

END OF MARCH....

Go to Ipoh to attend Wayne birthday party. Feel great there cox having a nice gathering as well. At that night, a big crowd there include us, his relatives and also his hometown friends. The next day, we heading to the famous dim sum house"MING GE", this dim sum house very special, same as Hong Kong style as well, dim sum there very nice, i ate a lot there. Meet my secondary schoolmate there,Zues-Swee An. He look 'huge' if compare to Chinese New Year that time. After that heading to buy some local souvenir then going back to KL. When arrive KL already 3pm something, then we go back to hostel for rest a few hours then go out again to attend the sweety-siew see birthday bash. The celebration held at THE APARTMENT, which is located at KLCC. The condition is quite romantic and the food very delicious. During that time, my best buddy argue with her BF-MIC(now become my best buddy),but after that settled by themselves.


APRIL

Cheng hoe birthday celebration, held at PV3, our hostel, all the geng had been invited to attend. Buy cheng hoe a secret cake and take photo with the geng. feel happy that time because that day is 01.04.2010-April Fool. The next day, attend my best Buddy-Shannon surprise party at Feeling Cafe(Wangsamaju). Follow mandy car back to hostel and heading to the cafe. Shannon feel happy of the celebration because her BF-MIC doing a great job, he bought a "COACH" bag for Shannon, somemore order a special cup cake for Shannon. During that time i can feel that Shannon almost cry and feel touch. I bought Shannon some make up stuff since she love to make up. After one week, is my birthday celebration, it was held at 4 season, Shannon book the winter season for me. Since i know the location one day in advance so i already knew it, but i still very surprise when i saw many my friend attend my birthday bash. The crowd is about 20++ people, they all really good, cox some of them was coming from finish working, feel touch. PEI FEN- which is the one who give me the most surprise that time, i cant believe that Shannon will invite her to attend. I really appreciate it, SHANNON, thanks you, cox u and mic have waste ur time to plan and organize the birthday bash for me..thanks again..Love u two. By the ways, thanks for the birthday present-IPOD shuffle.
Finish the birthday marathon, then continue to work again, continue with the internship, follow the different senior for the different job, start learning some new job, Chris and Sook ching, this two senior teach me a lot, especially CHRIS, you are the one who never angry me although i always asking you question. Thanks Chris.

Begining of May

Last week of internship in Horwath, plan to do many thing when back to hometown. Get a bad new from mummy and she was cry when called me, my lovely grandpa was passed away, feel bad cox i cant attend his funeral, but i know he wont angry because he is the one very kind and easy to forgive people.Grandpa, i wish u happy always even though u at another world. Please bless all your son and daughter, and also all ur grandchild.